Language as key and map to places, people, and histories lost
For immigrants and migrants, the wounds of colonization, displacement, and exile remain unhealed. Crossing oceans and generations, from her childhood home in Baguio City, the Philippines, to her immigrant home in Virginia, poet Luisa A. Igloria demonstrates how even our most personal and intimate experiences are linked to the larger collective histories that came before.
In this poetry collection, Igloria brings together personal and family histories, ruminates on the waxing and waning of family fortunes, and reminds us how immigration necessitates and compels transformations. Simultaneously at home and displaced in two different worlds, the speaker lives in the past and the present, and the return to her origins is fraught with disappointment, familiarity, and alienation.
Language serves as a key and a map to the places and people that have been lost. This collection folds memories, encounters, portraits, and vignettes, familiar and alien, into both an individual history and a shared collective history—a grandfather’s ghost stubbornly refusing to come in out of the rain, an elderly mother casually dropping YOLO into conversation, and the speaker’s abandonment of her childhood home for a second time.
The poems in this collection spring out of a deep longing for place, for the past, for the selves we used to be before we traveled to where we are now, before we became who we are now. A stunning addition to the work of immigrant and migrant women poets on their diasporas, Maps for Migrants and Ghosts reveals a dream landscape at the edge of this world that is always moving, not moving, changing, and not changing.
Contents
I
Song of Meridians
The Heart’s Every Heave
Fatalism
Maps for Migrants and Ghosts
Casida of Weeping
Moving, Changing, Not Moving
Photograph, 1959
Coup de Grâce
Mother: Three Pictures
We don’t live in the light
Self-Portrait, with Beetles in Sugar
Measure
Hibernal
Theory of Instruction
If I Call Love, Who Will Answer?
Graeae
I Don’t Have Feelings for the Angel
II
Sparrow Palace
Elegy for Loss
On Keeping
Decryption
Smoke
Where the Seed Scattered
Dream of Flight, with Bus Attendant
Synecdoche
Prodigal
Portraits
First Night: In Mother’s House
Volta
Gathering Figs in the Rain
Open House
In the hotel with thin walls and the name of a poet,
She Remembers Her Father’s Blue Eyes
Caravan
System
Texture of the Lost
Half-Life
Buttonholes
Letter to —— in Increments
When I Think I Could Be Beautiful
Sensorium
III
North
Looking for Lorenzo
Dead Woman’s Float
Orchard
Madrigal
Understudy
Sketches in a Genealogy
Material
Ghost Crab
How to Enter the Dark
Indenture
Field Notes
Orchard
Hortus Conclusus
A Reparation
Self-Portrait, Reconstructed with Heirloom Beads
YOLO
Five Remedies for Sadness
Dream Landscape at the Edge of This World
Lying here in the darkness, I let the days obliterate me
Calling the Soul Back to the Body
Acknowledgments
Luisa A. Igloria is the author of fourteen books of poetry, most recently The Buddha Wonders If She Is Having a Mid-Life Crisis; and the recipient of many awards including the May Swenson Prize and the Resurgence Poetry Prize, the world’s first major ecopoetry award. Her poems have appeared in New England Review, Poetry, Poetry East, Shenandoah, Crab Orchard Review, Lantern Review, and Cha.